Sharing from Mom

July 26, 2014.

I am in deep sorrow and pain, not knowing where to find peace though I know I should be able to find in Christ. I can't see the future.

Doctors believe that chemotherapy is what should be done at this point of time to avoid the tumors from growing. Cassidy will start the cycle of chemotherapy on Monday, for 5 consecutive days. Not knowing the duration and effectiveness of chemo, however, this is the suggested treatment, with all that we know, that should be done ASAP. She will have a port (or portacath) installed beneath her skin. That is something she really doesn't like, but there's no choice and she has to accept it.

Oral cavity and spinal surgeries are very difficult and harmful to Cassidy, they are not the best options for now.

This will be the most horrible and hardest battle that Cassidy is gonna to fight. We pray, we share Bible messages and we cry out for God's mercy. However, we can't find peace in facing such a big challenge. I can feel that Cassidy simply has no choice but to accept and face her conditions. She cried and was in tears when the oncology team was explaining to her about her situation. She has never cried as hard as me, and she has never expressed her feeling in front of us.

Please continue to pray for Cassidy and our family. May God heal her with His gracious and merciful hand, and lessen her pain physically and mentally!


我真的好心痛好傷心！我不知道如何能找着平安！日子變得好黑暗!

醫 生認為Cassidy 要立刻作化療以防止她的腫瘤継續長大。Cassidy 會在下星期一接受化療, 一連五日。其功效及會做多久卻不明確，但認該是目前應盡早做的方法！將有一裝置 (port or port-a-cath)放在她皮下.那是她很不喜歡的裝置，但無奈要接受。

口腔及脊骨的手術很困難而且對Cassidy 會做成另一種傷害，暫時不是有利的方法！這將會是Cassidy至今最可怕及最困難的一場仗。我們 同心禱告，分享神的話語，我們向神呼求祂的憐憫，但我們找不著平安。我們如何能用平安的心去面對？我感覺到Cassidy很無奈地接受和面對她的病況! 當腫瘤科組員向她解釋她的情況時，她哭了，眼淚流滿面。但她從來沒有像我哭得那麼利害，也沒有向我們表達她內心的感受。

請你們為Cassidy及我們一家禱告！求神的醫治 及減輕她的痛苦！我真的很難受很難過！